I'll Take You Away From Reality
Gay since 1996
Gay since 1996
14 hours ago
I still remember the voices of those people in my head, “I wont ever stop loving you”. You are supposed to believe that. Yet they destroyed me. I’m not talking about relationships. I’m talking about the people I grew up with, the ones that gave me haircuts, changed my diapers, and told me they loved me when I was a child. The ones that hit me, slammed doors on my face, told me to go play. Left me home all day and hit me when I crawled out of my crib. The ones that yelled at each other and told me to go in my room. The ones that never came home early enough to see me when I was awake. All they did was spoil me and then never show me love, unless someone else was around. So don’t tell me I’m selfish. All those years I have been trying to find out what it is and why I can’t fucking feel it most of the time. The one who’s been with me all that time I was left alone was myself. Why don’t you ask? Because whenever it comes to me, no one knows the actual facts.
17 hours ago
I still sing about you, because, in my
head, you will always be mine.
I seem like I’m not all there, in my head,
but I am.
I am not crazy, however, I am crazy for
This is not in my head, though, this is
Reality gives me a headache, because
the only place you will ever want me
is when you appear in my subconscious
Which occurs all the time, but only
in my head.
I like writing poems even though they dont relate to me, they are still beautiful